You can treat me unfairly, but when you mess with my best girl friend it gets personal.

Isn't it ironic  how last year the same thing happened involving the same key person?

Ironic, yes, I think so.

grrrr

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So yeah I guess it's been a long time since I've last updated...I've been soo busy...

We had two Band Mini-Camps, each lasting three days, 6-9pm. I'm excited for my senior year and all and out of all the band programs I'm in Marching Band is my favorite. But I'm nervous about being Drum Major and I have a basic idea of what I'm doing, but I like to know more and have more guidance. And next week is band camp so we'll see how that goes...*cringes*  In other news...

I haven't been able to ride my horse for 5 weeks now (and I still have another week) because I have/had Mono...the reason I can't ride is when you have Mono your spleen is enlarged and it could rupture if I would fall of the horse or play any contact sports...grr.. Then Monday(24th) I find out that my horse has Thrush...due to all the rain we had. And the same day he has a nose bleed and I'm about ready to cry... Anywho...

Oh and Monday (the 24th) was SEVEN MONTHS for Brian and I!! It was an awful day, but it turned around when Brian surprised me by showing up at the barn when I thought I wouldn't see him that whole day!! *Thank you for that* I can't believe that it has been seven months already. I'm soo happy!!

And now I'm am going to enter the Perry County Fair Queen Contest on August 23rd...I think it's the 23rd or maybe it's the 24th...hmm I don't remember...oh well... Wish me luck!

Oh and the last day of band camp is cut short (*happy dance*) because a lot of people are going to DCI!!! woo!! I'm excited!!

Well I'm getting tired soo I'm going to go get a shower and then go to bed!

Thanks for reading

Lynner Rue

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PROM 2006...

Thanks for everything everyone, especially my date, who is a great dancer, a fabulous boyfriend, and a great friend with a huge heart. I love you Brian Gilbert!

~Lynner Rue

He was out for a drive,
In my mommy's car,
He hadn't driven very far,
There on the road, straight ahead,
A car was parked,
The engine was dead,
He pressed the gas and turned to his death,
I'll never forget the way he left,
The screamin' tires, the bustin' glass,
The painful scene that he saw last.

Oh where, oh where can my daddy be,
The Lord took him away from me,
He's gone to heaven so I've gotta be good,
So I can see my daddy when I leave this world.

When he woke up,
The clouds were falling down,
There were people standing all around,
Somethin' warm going through his eyes,
And somehow he lost Jillian and I,
He looked down and I lifted my head,
I said, "Hold me daddy just a little while."
My mom held me close and she kissed my head,
I knew I had lost the love I had had,
And now he is gone even though I wish he'd stay,
I lost my love, my daddy that day...
~May 2nd, 2003

Has it already been three years?

 your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone...

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase...

but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me...

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
but you still have all of me...

i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone all along...

My Immortal~Evanescence

~Lynner Rue

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